So over the past couple of days I have been really thinking about May, here’s what I came up with….1. I thought that April showers brought May flowers..2.it would be soo nice that instead of the rain running into the sewers that it would be nice if they would run your car…3. I preached my first sermon and I was only 18 and God really used me. One good thing about rain is that the Lord refreshs us in the rain (not the actual wet stuff) but spiritually it refreshes us. When Maryssa and I preached last Wednesday we were praying for confurmation about what we were supposed to talk about and then Mike told us he was talking about passion and they just fit in soo perfectly. It just amazes me how God works even after all that I have witnessed…it just shows how God works differently everytime…just pray for refreshment and revival and just a fire to set our souls on fire for Him….

Recently there have been a lot of things going on in my life and sometimes it’s really hard to see God when I’m in those hard times but I know God is always walking me through them. I remember reading a poem called “Footprints In The Sand” and what it basically says is that even though we can only see one set of footprints that they weren’t ours!! It goes on to say that when we were in those hard times that it was God carrying us through and that’s why we only see one set! The past couple of days has been really hard for me with a lot of things just piling on one right after another and it was to the point yesterday when I just cried out for God and said “you know what I know that your here with me, but I’m tired of using my strentgh and I give it all to you!!” I was talking to someone last night and they gave me some good scritures one is James 1: 2-6 and it says this “Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lasks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he mush believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind.” To have doubts is not good for your spirit and it’s not of God!! I know it’s hard but you have to look at it like this you will be able to help someone who is going through the same situation as you and help them see what you saw!! Last thing is this: trust in the Lord no matter what life is throwing at you because you will over come this because God is carrying and watching your back!! Hebrews 12: 1-3 God bless!!!